Inside This Huge World

Today, I don't have a lot of inspiration so I'll explain how was my Christmas vacations and what I did. First of all, I must warn you. It may be boring so you're not obliged to stay on this page and read my post 😂 Soooo, when I finished school on December 21st, I went home and I watched movies all night (with a lot of food of course😋 I won't give details because it's really uninteresting. The next day, on the 22nd, I was working with my favorite ''job girls'', Lydia, Virginie and Monica. It was a big day because I'm working in a grocery store, so the last Saturday before Christmas is intense. There are a way too much people. It's like a Christmas fury. People are almost running in the store to get what they want. The 22nd, the 23rd and the 24th are the worst days before Christmas. But in some way, that's nice because there is a lot of work to do so you don't get bored. Just to give you an idea, habitually we are two or t

Today, I'm writing you because I have something important to tell you.  It's hard, I have to admit it, but I know that it's necessary, for both of us. That I have to do it if I want us to move forward. I’m doing it for you, but also for me, and because I’m tired of all this... You are holding me back in the past and it can’t continue. I don't know where to start, so I’ll just write everything that comes in my mind. First, I want to apologize , for everything. For all the pain that I’ve caused you, for all the fights that we had. I recognize my faults, and I assume them. I’ve made I lot of mistakes, but you know, it’s just human to do mistakes… I know that being sorry doesn’t erase everything, but I think that it’s a good start, and a good move in the right direction. However, there was something else more important that I wanted to tell you… You have to know that I forgive you . I forgive you for all the mistakes that you’ve made, even if you didn’t alw

Live and exist. Two words with a different meaning but unfortunately, badly used by everybody.  Live. Born, and to be born. Mainly, to meet our needs, to stay alive and not to die. Living of material things created by the human. Live isn’t to exist, and it’s not to live experiences.  Exist. To learn, to know and to evolve. To learn from our experiences, our actions and our mistakes, even the worst. To discover and know our world, our surroundings. To evolve over time, and to evolve as a person. Exist is simply discover and enjoy every little things in life! When we born, I think that we all have a predestined purpose  to accomplish in life. Maybe, some of you will tell me that it’s a stupid theory, but I really believe that. Sometimes, this one only appears very late but it’s still there. And sometimes, we have many or just one. It depends. To exist, is to discover this purpose, through experiences of life, to use it and to benefit from it for our own person and for the o